You

I keep having this fleeting feeling of loneliness, it’s not toxic, and I know how to tackle it at the end of the day. However, I have been lonely not having someone to share my life with. I’m twenty, I don’t even know why I feel the need to find the person to spend the rest of my life with. I have my whole life ahead of me, I still have lots of people to meet and love, still have many songs to dance to, still have many 3:00 a.m. drives to experience, and still have many reasons to live and enjoy my independence. But along with the people that I’m going to meet I still think of you and what your thoughts would be about them, with all the songs that I’m going to dance to I still want you by my side to dance with, with all the 3:00 a.m. drives I’m going to have I still want you to be in my passenger seat screaming lyrics at the top of your lungs, and with all the reasons for me to enjoy life I want to enjoy it with you. I might be lying if I told someone that I don’t miss you, but there’s a reason why I am a good liar.